You Still Remember

You still remember, but you will never forget.
You still remember how he used to make you smile, but
You will never forget how he used to always talk down to you.
You still remember how you first met, but the day he called you out your name, that's a day you will never forget.

You see, it's hard for a strong woman to hold on to a man that has disresoect her. and though he apologized and you accepted .
You didn't do it for his sake, but for your own piece of mind.

So as you walked out that door, leaving that man behind, you sighed. Because although you forgive him you knew you could never forget, and that;s why to this day, you've never looked back.

(Purwokerto) 

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