I just dont know

I just dont know..

Ah kenapa jadi terlampau manja banget sih pit! Kenapa jadi cengeng ginih.. kenapa lu berubah jadi kaya cewek-cewek kebanyakan itu yang gede pake perasaan.

Kan kaya yang jojoo dan semua orang selalu bilang, kaya yang selama ini dirimu percaya "Fitri itu perempuan kuat, tangguh, tegar, logis, dewasa.."

Trus kenapa sekarang jadi lenjeh gini lah pit?

Uda ah. Jangan cengeng!! Ga boleh ampe nangis.. apus buruan air matanya..!! Dia ga perlu. Ga boleh liat kamu berlinang!

Siang ini gue baca kutipan di novel gue "if you make a woman laugh, she'll like you.. if you make her cry, then she loves you"

Damn it babe..
Apa kaya gini rasanya?

You get me, yeah you do..
Is this the Love you asking me to ?

Ah.

Me, the strong independent woman like me.. being slack just because of you? Fak lah..

Gue juga gatau kenapa nangis. Ga paham.
Sakit hati? Mbuh..
Nyeri? Entah..

Rasanya hampa aja..

Im being stuck of nowhere to go.. stuck in your inconsistence..

Damn it babe..
Im still that little kid who longed for being loved and taken care of.. Im just a kid who play an adult role. Just a mask..

And you babe..
The one who i let get inside my whole.. without any mask i usually wear..

Now you and i could see once again. How fragile am really are..

Or no..

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