Sorry, I dont know..

For all your faults and crimes, you are still the one i held closed. And it never Have been easy to just erase how i feel about you, how i care about you; your life, your wellbeing, your happiness.

I'm so sorry if my presence disturb your life, annoying you. I'm so sorry darling.

It just not been easy for me. For my mind to stop thinking about you; worry about your wellbeing, My heart to stop caring and longing your presence by my side, My Body and Consciusness to stop yearn your body to warm me whenever i down, catching cold or need the feeling of safety and comfort that you bring inside your hug.

Darling i miss you!
Even though i know its not possible anymore to be with you. Cause you already move your eyes to someone else, and its not me. And it hurts baby, Cause the change is so sudden that it caught me off guards And Im not ready, and it suck!

Oh baby, even when all of my friend badmouthing you and ask me to gave up on you. I just could answer them with "I'll do my best, okay?" and a smiling face.

But the truth is ? I'm not ready. And dont think ever Will be. I just dont know how, baby..
How to just stop on you?
How to quit this little game that you played with me?

I just dont know, baby..
And I'm sorry..

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